well the future's got me worried such awful thoughts. my head is a carousel of pictures, the spinning never stops. i just want someone to walk in front. and i'll follow the leader. started doing lots of drugs. i almost forgot who i was. now i am trying to be assertive, i'm making plans but all i do is just lay in bed and hide under the covers. yeah i know i should be brave but i'm just too afraid of all this change. and it's too hard to focus through all this doubt. i keep making this to-do list but nothing gets crossed out.
all those summer singing, drinking, laughing and wasting our time. but now i've got to crawl to get anywhere at all. i'm not as strong as i thought. so when i'm lost in a crowd i hope that you'll pick me out. i long to be found, the grass grew long, i laid down. now i'll wait for a hand to lift me up, help me stand. i've been laying so long, don't wanna lay here no more. I DON'T WANNA LAY HERE NO MORE.

everything that happens is supposed to be and it's all predetermined, can't change ur destiny.guess i'll just keep moving, someday maybe i'll get to where i'm going